I can’t cope

[Captain24]

Just forget I exist @Jynx @tyme.

I can’t say anything without ES being called. 

[tyme]

Hey @Captain24 ,

Would you consider reaching out and contacting the support you need at the moment?

[Captain24]

Not really. I’m alone in this @tyme 

[Captain24]

Sorry @tyme @Jynx 

Im sorry I have let you down on your first shift back. 

I hope you both had a great break. 

[Jynx]

@Captain24 kinda hard to let me down when I don't have specific expectations that you have failed to meet. You don't owe me, or anyone else, a 'happy face'. 

What are you doing with yourself tonight hun? Sending more hugs! MORE! Teehee

🫂🫂🫂

[Captain24]

 

I’ve been following my safety plan. This is what I’ve done in a couple of days. Plus I’ve started a new diamond art and I’ve been in the front room reading. I’m trying really hard. 

I’ve just taken more night meds and I’m hoping they knock me out so I don’t have to face the day any longer. 

[Jynx]

@Captain24 Oh I LOVE them!! I can't quite tell what the second one is, is it a greenhouse? 

Fingers crossed you will be carried off to slumberland soon darlin. You will never have to do today again 💜

[Captain24]

Its the the botanical garden set @Jynx. It’s kinda like a nursery. There is a little coffee shop with a machine and check out. Plus there is a checkout in the main part too. There were a lot of pieces. It would usually take me at least a week to do. 

I ordered more kits on line today. Plus I ordered some of those wooden things that are kinda like Lego but out of plywood. Those ones should have arrived today but didn’t. 

My brother came to visit. @tyme @Jynx. He came for a day trip on a day that I was sleeping for nightshift, so I didn’t have to see him. I did offer mum and dad that I would sleep at their place so they could come here but they were concerned about my sleep. So mum had to suck it up and have them at her house! 

Relief is an understatement. 

[Shaz51]

They are awesome @Captain24 😊

[Jynx]

Awwww bless @Captain24 that sounds so cute!! Wow I STILL haven't done my little lego succulents... I have been meaning to set up a dedicated space because my back does NOT like me sitting on the floor for hours. 

Oh neat, like the ones that are like, Ferris wheels or little Rube Goldberg machines? Soooo cool!!

PHEW!! I am so relieved too, fantastic turn of events!! Will you still have to see him or did you manage to avoid the majority of the stressy experiences w him this time round?