@Captain24 sounds a lot like the old psych was the horrible person, not you... i think a good person, especially when someone's attempted and clearly hurting, would empathise and show kindness... which seems to be the opposite of what your old psych did and i'm so sorry you had to experience that. i've got a strong feeling that your new psych would not have treated you like that, and would've been much more kind and understanding (which is what you deserve!)
honestly, i've had periods where myself or even my friends have completely withdrawn or haven't reached out much - and from my own experience with social anxiety and depression, i know how it can be to keep in touch. so please don't be too hard on yourself.
i won't speak for all mods (although i'm sure they'd agree with me), but for me - you and the members on the forums aren't just names on a screen. you are a real person, and i think about you and other members at random times when i'm not working either... i'll just randomly think 'hmm i wonder how cap's today, hope her training went well'. being stuck in a loop or struggling to move forward aren't reasons for us not to care- we will always care about you during your ups and downs.
i truly think they would, you've been there for them so much, i think it'd be impossible for them not to miss you.
yep, i'll be around tomorrow morning and sunday evening!
