I can’t cope

[Jynx]

@Captain24 we will be chore buddies again then 😫😅 My house is soooo messy right now!! But we can only do what we can do, one thing at a time!! 

Wow do you have a lot of things that need ironing? I don't think I've ever ironed anything that wasn't a punk patch for my battle jacket!! Oh and my dad's shirts when I was a kid lol. 

@Blackcloud ahaha nooooo you stuck with fine artistry when you wanna be therapising!! Meh, I think it's good to do the 'wrong course' - I did a bachelor in media and communications studies when I first left school. Didn't use the degree at all, BUT I still learned a LOT!! 

[Blackcloud]

@Jynx that's true haha!! I know with bachelor degrees you even get to pick electives that are outside of your chosen field as well which is great too!! 

Have you been up to much tonight?

[Captain24]

I don’t think I’m able to commit to that @Jynx. I can’t commit to anything. I really want to be buddies. But I’m only going to fail. I need help to do it. But I can’t ask for help. 

I iron all my clothes! I haven’t gotten to the bottom of my ironing pile since I came back from holidays but I have to iron my work clothes. 

[Jynx]

@Blackcloud nah not really, been a slow day for me. Because I've been procrastinating all my chores lol. You?

@Captain24 no obligation, no commitment hun, more like.... the buddy system!! You know somewhere out there, I am probably also grumbling at a stain or cranky-scrubbing something and getting way too lost in unimportant details until it's been 30 minutes of me scrubbing the same damn pan and becoming more and more like lady Macbeth with every passing minute.... so like, kindred spirits lol.

Oh woops that one got away from me, I definitely don't resent my chores or anything 🤣

But yeah if you don't get it all done, or even any of it done, it's not like you are letting me down I promise!

[Captain24]

Oh.. it sounded like you love them @Jynx 😜

I can’t do it @Jynx. I just can’t do it anymore. 

[Jynx]

@Captain24 cheeky!! bahaha

I gotchu hun. What are you doing with yourself, still in couch-lock? Have you been able to have a lil bite to eat? That will defs help. 

[Captain24]

Yep. I’m on the lounge. I did have a little bit of boiled pasta with cheese. That’s all I’ve got @Jynx. I’ve got pains in the stomach. I’m just so miserable. 

 Mum gave the dogs their first treat, since pix got sick, on Thursday night and apparently when Pix finished it she let out a big sigh and went to bed. I guess she enjoyed it. I’ve made their night tonight though, I’ve just given them a bone each. They are chewing away quietly and not annoying me! 

[Jynx]

@Captain24 cheesy pasta is a classic tho! 

Awww yay I am so glad to hear that she's doing better!! Oh man is it weird that like... sometimes I wish I was a dog so I could get THAT much enjoyment out of stuff like chewing bones? Seems so relaxing.... 😅

[Captain24]

They have both stripped the bones of all meat so they are now sleeping. @Jynx. They have the life don’t they. 

I guess it was something. It was just so I could say I had eaten something. 

[Jynx]

@Captain24 hahaha they're efficient hey!! Maybe next time you can get a steak w a T-bone, and chew on that with them!! Pack bonding time!! 😂🐶

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@Captain24 wrote:

I guess it was something. It was just so I could say I had eaten something. 

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Yeah!! That's a big win!! Good on you for pushing yourself to eat even when brain said nay!! 

It'll be uncomfortable as heck but you could try saying that out loud to yourself? "It is my win for today to have cared for my body when I had so little energy for anything."