I use to read a lot of psychological thrillers @Jynx. Definitely not into fantasy and never really got into smut as it wasn’t as interesting as the thrillers. Plus I have trouble understanding people’s need for passion, especially in those books. I never gotten the whole rip your clothes off and go for it. 

Good on you for recognising it and being able to communicate it. I find that inspiring. It kinda gives hope that maybe one day I will be the same. I’ve got to survive until then though.