Just be careful is all I can say @tyme. I still have a long way to go and I’m not sure how I’m going to do it! 

Mum drops the dogs home just before I get home from work. 

They do love me. They get so excited even if I’ve just gone for a little while. Jett really misses me when I’m on nightshift as I only see them for an hour. I’m not sure how he is going to cope in August! 

Nah.. Pix is a stubborn little shit. She will just whinge at me until I put her up. The stairs are step but it’s easier to get up them than down them. She just demands attention! 

I’ve tried so hard to not disassociate, I need to talk to my psych more about it. I sound a bit better don’t I? Hopefully we can work together to sort this out. Plus I think I need to make an appointment with the Pdoc. If we figure out that it is withdrawals. Or come up with a plan to keep me safe and not lose days at a time. That’s getting really concerning. I tried so hard today to keep telling myself where I was and what I was doing. 

I was whinging to mum that the new place we have to go to to start work doesn’t have phone service. I said that meant I couldn’t order takeaway for dinner tomorrow night. Mum said I ruined the surprise as she is getting it for me!