@Former-Member   Thanks motion for the welcome.     Brave . . .?   nahhh .   but cheers anyway.

The real message was in the tittle.   The. . . '2nd'. . .  worse  Christmas I ever had.

  I  had It way way worse than that in my life,    The grime  that stalk the city streets,  They need to feed,  The hot iron   brand their pray with life long lessons.   Its about growing flowers in those hard streets of stone we all find ourselves lost on,   time to time.

   Its about the power of the mind. . .       and i miss Jay.

Now . . . .  my rabbit   and  cat are having a full on blue  for pole position on my  bed. . I gotta go

Good work you do  friend                             tonys moonbase one. .