Hi there. There is a organisation called Carer Gateway, im not sure where you are geographically, but there could be something similar near you. It is a service to assist those, as carers, caring for those with complex mh. And perhaps an online community? Its worthy of the question. You are doing a commendable job, within very harsh situations ... View more

Heya. It sounds like a tuff place to sit. I commend you in reaching out and being vulnerable to discuss where you are at and how you are feeling. That takes courage! Can you take some pressure off yourself and look at the raw you, and your basic strength and courage that you reached out, in this space, and showed up for yourself. You did that! Well done you!  ... View more